first week of the term.. very xiong sia.. presentation, reports, datasheet, assignment date lines and tests... is a torture mentally.. summore to a person who has probably lose himself le... defeated by tiredness...

cannot really rmb was i did on monday... i think it was bball... my head is very heavy now and i cldn't bother to think much.. tuesday.. i rmb got test... but oso dun rmb whose test is it le... i think me, wj, st and kc went zam zam after tt... i think so.. its really a hard time for me to recall.. oh yah... be4 tt i wj and oth went to library to finish up the ngan assignment... stupid assignment... was super last min.... but in the end ngan wans the whole class to redo... sian.. tt means i haf to feel the stress again... after much hard work and stress i've experience... stupid... pure stupid.. sorry... suddenly cannot think of more aggressive words to replace stupid... but it was really stupid.. the assignment, the time spent and the ppl doing it... including me... stupid.. hmm... as i slowly recall... things starts getting clearer... hmm... after zam zam went home to do de reports and presentation slides for oitp again.. sis was sick... so i include her part to present into mine... after tt watch world cup till 5... doing reports in the intervals.. slept for 2 hrs.. FRANCE WON!!!!!

wed.. oitp presentation.. sis was sick... wu hao got a 'million dollar deal' to handle... so left wif me and cecilia presenting... i muz say i haf fun thruout the presentation.. its nht lyk the press meeting de presentation.. lecturers, yr 2 students hear me tok cock... joke ard.. as i try not to make it so boring... at least betta than other grps... tok abt chim chim stuff... which i oso dun understand... we tok more abt leisure... after tt study fom test... spend quite some time figure how to do the tutorial wif grace... and juz read thru the lecture notes... was pretty stress.. and was super tired.. after feeling stressful for the whole morning be4 de presentation and the not enuff sleep cuz of WC... i repeat myself... FRANCE WON!!!! kekeke... anyway i got another pathetic 4+ hrs of sleep becuz of studying de FOM test..

todae was the test... totally flunk it.. noe how to do the qns de... all de eqns... but juz cldn't get the answer rite.. had been looking at those qns de day be4 de.. dunno y... muz be i too tired... i'm losing myself le.. my senses r not clear... slept thruout the lessons after tt... as i was super tired... but i realise one thing.... tiredness can really affect me greatly... i am unable to think clearly... my head is heavy... i get irritated easily and most imptly... i get super hot-tempered... was pretty pissed off by the smallest thing tt happen to me.. but i kept it to myself... esp when the stupid food court 1 aunty make 4 bowls of noodles for 4 person in front of me.... wait until so long lor.... she taking her very own sweet time.. and her asst oso dunno how to help one le... i oso got pissed off by alot of things... but i juz dun wanna say out here la..

stupid 1st week of term... if the academic calender didn't shift... we cld be juz at the start of yr 3... haiz... i need something to motivate me to move on.. to get back my form... to get back my 3.5 gpa... but juz dun haf the strength to search for it.. and yah... i really wanna go to zoo... shall find one free day to go... wif frens or by myself.. nobody's gonna stop me..

enuff of blogging le... bb

TQZ RECOMMANDED SONGS OF THE WEEK

Li Sheng Jie - Yan Di Xing Kong (李聖傑 - 眼底星空)
Li Sheng Jie - Zui Jing (李聖傑 - 最近)
Twins - Ni Zui Yong Gang (Twins - 妳最勇敢)
Tong En - Yi Xia Xia (同恩 - 一下下)
Fang Wei Qi - Wo Men De Ji Nian Re (范瑋琪 - 我們的紀念日)

OTHER NEW HITS THIS WEEK

Jolin Chai - Wan Mei (蔡依林 - 玩美)
He Yao Shan - 881 Ji Mo (何耀珊 - 881寂寞)
Zhang Xuan - Wu Zhuan Tai (張懸 - 無狀態)
Yang Pei An - Nan Ren Xin (楊培安 - 男人心)
Yang Pei An - I Do Believe (楊培安 - I Do Believe)
Sweety - Hua Yan Qiao Yu (Sweety - 花言巧語)
Nan Quan Ma MA - Qiang Yu Mei Gui (南拳媽媽 - 槍與玫瑰)
Pan Wei Bo - Fang Zhuan Di Qiu (潘瑋柏 - 反轉地球)


hmmm... friday went to JB wif wei jian... nth much went to city square.. juzgo.. go dere watch Scary Movie 4... lol... 10 ringgit nia.. cheaper than in singapore... ok la... de movie.. lame is lame la...but not as funny as previous series... den went to palangi leisure mall den went to makan... woo... chilli crab... kang kong.. sa po tofu and wild boar curry... nice nice.. nth much liao.. wad a way to kill an already dead friday..

nth much happen todae and ytd lor.. watch the germany vs sweden.. 2 - 0... first half was ok... 2nd half was boring... ballack take too much range shot liao la in 2nd half.. stupid.. but it was a good game for germany.. next stayed up to watch argentina vs mexico... i cannot believe wad i see is argentina match... they played so poorly... and argentina ppl simply look lyk vietnamese.. cuz their appearance is so dull... was 1 - 1 at first... den extra time... argentina 2 - 1... tt shot made in extra time... is super super chio... wadeva it is... it is still a boring match...

todae got england match... dunno shld watch or not... if got watch... den gonna suffer from tiredness again.. see ba... byebye..

Here to blog again... blog abt my boring dayz... haha... dunno y can blog until so long... yet i dun really haf a lot of things to say... trace of tiredness still hinder my brain... making it seems so heavy...

anyway ytd went to skool... supposingly wanted to haf fyp chocolate making.. in the end realise dunno the recipe.. cuz jing si wasn't dere... so nv do.. anyway...sorry jing si... if u r reading this... my bad.. after tt went to club and den play bball lor... while the peepz go to poly 50 training... i and wj were in club to slack... and we even invented new bball moves... yeah.. ankle breakers... if u noe wad i mean... anyway thnx ols for lending a ear to listen to me toking abt all my upset moments in uk and during the media thingy... i appreciate tt... thank you... if u do read my blog...

todae rot at home again... dunno y... probably sum kind of pms symtom occuring in me... i am pretty hot-temper todae... juz dun feel good... maybe is becuz.. play WE9... opponent score equaliser at the very final minute... or izzit becuz i kept kena busted when playing need for speed: most wanted... wadeva the case... juz felt pretty pissed off by the game... i tot this may be a starting of sumthing... first was low and down... den was hot-temper... den its probably gonna be me outcasting ppl... if this feeling continues... and eventually i got outcasted... dunno wad is happening to me la.. tml going to malaysia: JB.. wif kian chuan, sis, seok ping, wj and me... tt means its onli me and wj going in the end... sis sick and she and seok ping needa go skool tml... take lotsa care sis.. =) but wadeva the case... a good chance to take a good breath outside singapore... out to somewhere where no strings attached..

now watching italy vs czech... 1 - 0 so far.. good team defence of italy... 6-7 ppl out dere ready to defend when czech players are wif possesion on the italy side of the field... italy played betta in 2nd half despite the goal made in first half..

interruption>>>> 2 - 0... nice nice... pass the final line of defence of czech... and inzaghi chiong from half of the field... to score..

bb

Haf been watching world cup till late this few dayz.. and i serious haven got enuff sleep... cannot think properly le... my mind abit slow le.. this 2 days is super hard to get by... trials... making bread.. preparing presentation and stuff.. kept me bz for the whole day.. finally the media press is over... shld feel happy... but dunno y i am feeling more low and down.. perhaps is the tiredness i am experiencing ba...

lyk i've said... ytd was trial for todae's media press thingy... did not prepare my slides... den didn't present well... was pretty sick in the morning too... juz having a bad morning la... didn't get enuff sleep due to world cup again lor... screwed up everything... den dr tay wan us to make bread for todae... den bo pian make lor... met out wif cecilia at night @ ang mo kio mac to do powerpoint slides... cuz quite unorganised... and oso call chia hui and wj out to watch world cup in mac.. after tt midnight met wif sis to complete her part of the powerpoint slides... went to chia hui's house to do.. after tt at 3 plus... go back mac watch world cup lor... in the end went back to chia hui's house to sleep... his bed damn comfortable... perfect wif the air-con on.. maybe is i too tired liao... sleep anywhere oso comfortable..

Todae woke up super early... 6 plus... onli get to sleep a few hrs... den went to skool to prepare for the press thingy... anyway... tt presentation is a success ba... everyone did well... for the presentation.. interview... photo-taking.. maybe except for me.. felt so extra dere... i hate all those interviews and tokings... i was dere juz to fill up space in photos.. go dere smile smile... and tt's it... after tt went to town... wif sis and cecilia to makan @ pepper lunch.. and was suppose to watch movie one... but cecilia left first as she was very tired... den there was no show tt sis wanted to watch... so in the end nv watch... sis wanted to went back home to rest.. and i tot i was feeling quite low... so wanted to stay ard town to walk walk.. in the end.. sis acc to ps dere... as she take mrt more convinent.... den saw oth.. pk... ben... kenneth and elaine... they wanted to watch silent hill.. so i tag along... but juz didn't felt right... so decided to go to jx house alone to hibernate... den come back home lor... todae cannot survive until 5 to watch finish world cup... since tml got fyp.. but maybe later can watch germany match... see how la...

feel lyk i'm going crazy le... wj... shld join u le...
bb....

TQZ RECOMMANDED SONGS OF THE WEEK

i.n.g - Ai Xiang Sha Gua (i.n.g - 愛像傻瓜)
Jolin Chai - Kai Chang Bai (蔡依林 - 開場白)
Nan Quan Ma Ma - Li Jia Bu Yuan (南拳媽媽 - 離家不遠)
Zhou Chuan Xiong - Kuai Le Lian Xi Qu (周傳雄 - 快樂練習曲)

NEW HITS THIS WEEK

Qiu Wei Yi - Pi Ai Geng Ai (邱暐議 - 比愛更愛)
Tai Zheng Xiao - Lan Se Bei Ke (邰正宵 - 藍色貝殼)
Twins - Bian Sheng Pai Dui (Twins - 變身派對)
He Yao Shan - Hai Shi Heng Xiang Ta (何耀珊 - 還是會想他)
Tanya Chua - Sheng Xing Bu Yi (蔡健雅 - 深信不疑)

watch world cup till 5 am ytd... den as i start to capture this very faint feeling... picturing a very good dream coming up.. my mum broke the hypnotism and woke me up... dun rmb wad she asked me but i noe i cldn't sleep well after tt... was lyk in a semi-conscious state dreaming abt watching soccer... juz tt dunno hu vs hu... and dunno wad is going on.. dunno the score dunno everything.. till the very end of my sleep.. i tot i juz slept for 3 hrs.. but in fact.. slept till 11 plus... i juz need more sleep...

todae gonna watch till 5 again... haha... hope i dun dream of watching soccer again.. if not it will be another terrible sleeping session for me.. anyway.. brazil vs australia match juz ended... 2 - 0... Brazil won... first half... Brazil was still capturing moments of brilliantness... trying to connect individual skills with another... a slow start la.. second half is nice... Brazil was great.. kaka is everywhere on the field... a good match overall... now waiting for the France vs South Korea match... lol.. tml going to be damn tired as i go to skool for the trial for the presentation of the OITP thingy... haven do the slides yet.. gonna do it tml morning at 9..

ok... next match.. France vs South Korea... coming up...

juz came home not long ago from ECP to celebrate ai ling's b'dae... BBQ!!! had lots of sausages... was kinda quiet at first.. but after still got tok tok abit la.. after tt played '99'.. win 4 times in a row.. den nv win le... lol.. HAPPY B'DAE TO AI LING anyway.. juz to interrupt... now ghana has been awarded a penelty.. and its ujfalusi kena send off for being kp.. haha.. anyways its a~~~ MISS!! hit the pole.. even though keeper jump the wrong way.. first miss penelty of World Cup 2006.. as wad the commentator said... back to my blogging... be4 the bbq... went to suntec to walk walk.. and haf my lunch at sakae...

now watching world cup @ home... czech vs ghana.. 0 - 1 now... ghana lead.. haha... dunno izzit czech first half scare of ghana or wad... played quite poorly.. but muz gif credit to the defence of ghana... and great passing and moving the ball forward... but czech keeper make a few great save.. but wadeva the case is... ghana player looks funny wif the white jersy on... lol... cuz they sweat ma.. den can see their black skin thru the jersy.. lol...

staying up for the next match.. italy vs US...

Robbie Williams - Feel

Come on hold my hand,
I wanna contact the living.
Not sure I understand,
This role I’ve been given.

I sit and talk to god
And he just laughs at my plans,
My head speaks a language,
I don’t understand.

I just wanna feel real love,
Feel the home that I live in.
’cause I got too much life,
Running through my veins,
going to waste.

I don’t wanna die,
But I ain’t keen on living either.
Before I fall in love,
I’m preparing to leave her.

I scare myself to death,
That’s why I keep on running.
Before I’ve arrived,
I can see myself coming.

I just wanna feel real love,
Feel the home that I live in.
’cause I got too much life,
Running through my veins,
going to waste.

And I need to feel, real love
And a life ever after.
I cannot get enough.

This is an old song... but juz can't get enuff of the lyrics.. the verse sounds so hopeless... feel so much lyk a loser... but de chorus tell something tt seems so simple but could mean everything... at least to me... not tt i am despo for love or wad... but wad i mean is tt i need to feel... feel the love ard me.. feel the relationship trapped within this world.. and oso to feel the ppl ard me.. not physically... juz in case ppl start to think dirty.. even though i may try to funny or lame.. tok cock.. irritating.. but i think i'm a rather introvert.. at least i dun really share the tots tt is within me.. i hardly share wif ppl abt de problems and emotion in me... and i do keep a small distance with ppl ard me.. in terms of how i appear to be 'i dun gif a damn... u got a problem.. u betta dun find me..' hu really noes the emptiness i feel inside.. yeah.. indeed i may have 'too much life, running through my veins, going to waste.' and i guess i really need to 'feel' the ppl ard me... at least to make ppl feel tt i appreciate them... though ppl probably dun gif a damn.. i rmb thurs when wj.. jing en and wei chong was toking abt... everytime they get high.. den after tt they will feel low.. low is a feeling we cannot avoid.. esp after when u haf a moment of highness... low will follow up.. i juz dun understand y... i can onli catch a glimpse of highness... and it gets all low after tt... i feel so much lyk the person in this song lyrics... so much lyk a loser.. haha.. dunno y i am blogging... felt very empty... and tots juz came rushing to my brain.. probably got transported thru the vessels from my heart..

anyway todae went to kbox @ paradiz centre wif wj, ch, seok ping and sis... ok la... nth much... juz see how ch sing... wif super hell lot of expression... den went to eat dou hua at selegie rd.. den went to play pool wif ch... got back some form.. den after tt took a wrong bus home.. heng... i alight at little india and took mrt home... no big deal actually..

nth liao... bye...

Here ya go..

TQZ RECOMMANDED NEW SONGS OF THE WEEK

none?.. hahahaha... happen to hear this while searching for the song 'Scandal'.. shall recomand it...
Vanness Wu & Kang Ta - 127 Ri (吳建豪 & 安七炫 - 27日)

OTHER NEW HITS THIS WEEK

Jolin Chai - Chun Chun Yu Dong (蔡依林 - 唇唇欲動)
Tanya Chua - Zhang Ai Fa (蔡健雅 - 障眼法)
Fang Wei Qi - Yi Ge Xiang Xia Tian Yi Ge Xiang Qiu Tian (范瑋琪 - 一個像夏天一個像秋天)
Yang Pei An - Wo Xiang Xing (楊培安 - 我相信)
He Yao Shan - Piao Yang Guo Hai (何耀珊 - 飄洋過海)
Li Sheng Jie - Chong Lai (李圣杰 - 重来)
Vanness Wu & Kang Ta - Scandal (吳建豪 & 安七炫 - Scandal)

hmm.. juz in case u all dunno hu is Kang Ta... he is the lead singer of H.O.T, a korean band... but now break off le.. now he team up wif Vanness Wu... very weird combi.. anyway... if i can haf a voice of any singer... i wld lyk to haf Kang Ta's voice... his voice really very nice... one i really long to haf..


haf an eventful week... thursday was non-budget event.. be4 tt when for class outing @ marina square Cafe Cartel.. had St Louis Pork Ribs.. after tt went to factory visit at Bukit Batok with all my class mates... The Factory makes Cakes and Pizza Base.. and it was pathetic and small... it was a total waste of time... when we get into the room.. the person say, 'this is the place we make our cakes... ... any questions???' tt's it... and everyone else starts to ask question... blah blah blah... wah stun... wad a factory visit... anyway wj bought 2 cakes for WW to celebrate Huatjun and Amos bdae.. and the design on the cake... was terrible... in the end... we bought some oreo mini to gif a little life to it...

ok... it was the non-budget event after tt... played mahjong for a start... and went to makan bbq food lor... but didn;t had much.. den after tt juz slack at one room... wif daniel and weixin.. and after tt wif jing en.. elaine... catherine and dunno hu dunno hu... the next thing i rmb is tt i went walk walk wif wei jian... bought some drinks at cheers and walk back... went back room to slack again... be4 seniors and mr ho invade the room to haf some alcoholic drink.. haf a little bit of all... but didn't drink much... den went to haf a chat wif seniors... and after tt chat wif a yr 1 call catherine... until she initial a frequency game tt attract a lot of ppl... i think until i start to blank liao... in the end oso dunno the answer... after tt play '99'... i dunno wad happen next le.. den morning bring all the stuff back to SP lor... den wait till 2 for FYP

FYP... chocolate making was super tedious... need a lot of skill especially during tempering of chocolate... haha... tt is wad Mr Tan Soon Ann always said.. dis thing i cannot teach la.. it needs some experience... and he repeated it for dunno how many times... cuz he oso bo skill... lol... in the end brought all the stuff home... tt stupid passion fruit puree.. keep dripping... den kena my shoe... jeans... hands.. when i in mrt... den i already very tried already.. summore still sick oso.. need to carry those heavy stuff... and need to control those stupid leaking puree...

Went to my fren house after tt.... watch World Cup opening match 'Germany vs Costa Rico' 4 - 2 sia... and fell asleep immediately after the match... woke up next morning at 10 plus.. and went to play bball in the afternoon... super tired... all day matches again... went back home to watch 'England vs Paraguay'.. 1 - 0.. england sux la.... and went to sleep again immediately... too tired le... and i getting more and more ill...

todae is a pure rotting.... watch tv.. play psp... tt's it.. hahaha..

haizZ~ i always hope that i will recover from my illness soon.. but now i wish i can get well after 20 june... haizZ.. a day i wan to avoid completely... wad stupid media press for the oitp thingy.. another crap day... another day for our dear charles to perform... to outsmart.. to get more publicity... Y MUZ THIS OITP THING KEEP COMIN BACK TO ME~~~ Y CANNOT LET CHARLES JUZ HANDLE EVERYTHING SINCE I GUESS HE IS GOING TO ENJOY IT ANYWAY... Y ME Y ME Y ME Y ME... Y A LOSER... I HATE THIS!!!!!!

*cough* *cough* *cough* *sneeze* *sneeze* *sneeze*

arghzZZ~~ bad timing to get sick... haf been lying the whole day... practically doing nth... e-learning assignment haven really touch yet.. sianzZ... no motivation sia... and i still owe report... haizZ~.. nvm.. there is always tml...

anyway.. ytd was betta... start to haf terrible sore throat... went to raffles city and suntec to shop ard... after tt at night went to play bball at bukit ho swee CC... nth much... hmm.. let's hope i will haf a more meaningful hols ba...

meanwhile... hope i recover ba... den can sing more k... play betta bball and more nite activities.. kekeke...

byebye

TQZ RECOMMANDED NEW SONGS OF THE WEEK

Li Sheng Jie - Heng Xiang Shuo (李聖傑 - 很想說)

OTHER NEW HITS THIS WEEK

Jolin Chai - Mr.Q (蔡依林 - Mr.Q)
Twins - Ba Shi Kuai Huan You Shi Jie (Twins - 八十塊環遊世界)




Term break is finally here.. Another chapter of the story le... but is this the ending of the previous chapter??

Here is a brief detail tt i haf done for the past 2 days..
Aimless wandering
Rotting
PSP!!

Alright... BORING~~~

I guess tt is wad the hols is gonna be like.. Blues..

'Wo de xin.. lan lan de..' - David Tao, Sha Tan

TQZ
# Singapore Polytechnic
# Diploma in Chemical Process Tech - Food Technology
# 29 September 1987
# good_old_dayzz@hotmail.com
# f_fantasy87e@hotmail.com

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loves
# Music.
# Singing.
# Song writing.
# Hanging out with frenz.
# School Life.
# Basketball.

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hates
# Memories.
# Blues.
# Lonliness.
# Changes.
# Regretz.

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