looking at this empty text thingy as i start a new post.. suddenly a tot ran into my mind and it went sumthing lyk... omg... another page of dicussion.. how am i going to start.. and how am i going to complete it by tonite....
Its been real long since i haf dis report aftermath symptom...

FYP is finally over.... where was the sense of satisfaction and pride i tot i wld haf at that moment when i was going to submit my report... the odd feeling starts to come again as i handed up this report i felt real empty... ANTI-CLIMAX.. tt's the word i would use to describe.. no sense of satisfaction.. no pride... no relief feeling... no feelings of content.... juz a few compressed low-ness that was left over uncleared... for the report had probably accompanied me almost everyday.. it seemed lyk i had lost a fren... and i felt odd... i felt lonely inside.. perhaps it was just my nature of hating changes...

Again, tots and tots... millions of tots.. as i reflect for wad i did for the last few dayz.. i felt that i did a bad job for fyp report... finding crap to discuss... making assumption on everything.. filling the report with words.. deriving more pages from it... an awfully poor attitude towards the report... I'm afraid i could not do well for fyp due to the poorly written discussion.. but i'm more afraid that my grpmates will suffer from it.. At least, i wld feel guilty if their grades were affected due to my incompetence... esp to jingsi who had really contributed A LOT to this project and had put lots of pride in it... after all i'm juz a role player in the team... a more significant one... my effort should not affect the perfomance and result of the team.. but i really appreciate the trust that was given to me to handle the whole report...

I wld lyk to take the chance to express my gratitude towards ppl who had helped me alot in making the completion of report possible...

Jing Si - Thank you for being in our group... Without you.. i guess we would haf been struggling from the start and probably at a complete lost towards the dateline of the report... You really did a lot for our team and for our project.

st - thnx for all the jia you and aja.. hahaha... esp that one when i was printing a report... really keep me going... thnx for accompanying thru my rushing fyp report dayzz... get well soon wor..

jasmine - If you did not realise.... i tot u had help me alot along this path... teached me how to do the student t thingy... offer help to our project whenever possible... help me ask for petri film and all tt... i really appreciate ya helpfulness... Thank you...

wj - hahaha... thnx for concerning on the progress of my report and offered some practical yet unpractical way to complete and print my report asap...

thnx to the other many ppl who had contributed to the 146 jia youz i've heard.. ok... tt amount was the exeggerated one... hahaha... i tot it was not impossible..

oh yah.... muz oso thnx pingz for giving me a bottle of moisturiser to help me overcome my contact dermatitis.... v sweet of u.. lol... but i bu she de use it wor... but will use it de la... if not defeat de purpose... its de care and concern tt matters ritez? lol...

anyway.. todae was sports league.... super bo liao.. play one rd go final liao.... zzz... after tt went out to haf dinner wif those guyz out dere... tok cock all the way to counter my lowness.. and it felt good tt my crap was acknowledge oso.. perhaps the steriod was making me high temporary ba...

hmm.. dunno wad to say liao... shall end here... byebye~~

running nose.. block nose... cough.. sore throat and giddy-ness... wad more can i kena... dosing 16 pills of panadol does not help.. immune system plz work... or at least let me breathe easy ba... hahaha... but now i realise y when ppl sick... they dun haf the mood or they look sian... is not tt they wan to be tt way... is juz tt they realli high bu qi..

TQZ say: 'No matter how life may feel peaceful and stable.. it can never be accounted for emotions for they are always fluctuating..'

yeah... fluctuating... fluctuating... its the simplest things tt make me go high yet its the deepest tots tt make me go low..

sumtimes to really think... its so good to be a retard... a baichi.. lyk wad st claimed.. as.. for every sensible tots comes with de possibility of troubled hearted... for every wisdom comes with a reasonable price to pay.. For every hero comes wif great responsibility.. for him who probably noes wad fear loneliness brought...

Juz now as i was on my back hm wif jx in mrt... we were toking abt local uni admission... i was explaining to jx how dere was no chance i am able to enter one... as there r still ppl on top.. lyk cecilia and all tt... den jx said.. they may be good in result onli ma.. for himself.. he may not excel in studies.. but he was happy to haf his pair of legs... able to play bball... able to run.. able to play soccer despite not v good at all of it.. he added tt god is always fair.. a person can never excel in everything in life... ppl may haf looks but character sux.. ppl may haf the brain but wif low eq.. though there r really sum exceptions..

It is sumtimes comfortable to chat wif ppl lyk jx hu really look at life as it is... it is the simple tots running thru his brain tt makes him seems so carefree, happy and most importantly contented.. not trying to say tt jx is tou nao jian dang or wad.. but how he really enjoyed his poly thru zhi zhu-ness...

perhaps we all shld learn to be contented... about de life u r having... for u still haf ya legs.. lol... to walk.. to run.. to play.. yeah.. i still got mine to play my fav bball~~ lol..

29 September 1987

Your date of conception was on or about 6 January 1987 which was a Tuesday.
You were born on a Tuesday under the astrological sign Libra.
Your Life path number is 9.

9 (9, 18/9, 27/9, 36/9)

The Life Path 9 suggests that you entered this plane with an abundance of dramatic feelings coupled with a strong sense of compassion and generosity. The key to the nature of a Life Path number 9 person is found in their humanitarian attitude. Even the very average of those with life path 9 possess extremely compassionate tendencies.

Usually this number produces an individual that is very trustworthy and honorable, and one unlikely to harbor any sort of prejudice. Obviously, this is a rather tall order, but you are, in fact, a person that feels very deeply for individuals less fortunate than yourself, and if you are in a position to help, you certainly will. The 9, being the highest of the single digit numbers, holds an elevated position in terms of responsibilities to mankind.

Material gains are not overly important, although the quality of some life path 9 people is such that they are materially rewarded in very significant ways. In this, however, the 9 Life Path is not apt to get rich since they are very generous, sometimes to a fault, and usually have an easy come, easy go attitude about money. The rare 9 life path has a totally selfless attitude, giving up of material possessions for the common good.

The 9 Life Path indicates you have a commanding presence. You have the ability to make friends very easily, as people are attracted to your magnetic, open personality. The term "hail-fellow" may have been coined to describe a 9 Life Path, as you may indeed be one of those who is generally upbeat and heartily friendly and congenial. You meet people easily and are quickly befriended because of your openness and amiable demeanor. Your genial ways often put you in the lead in whatever field of endeavor you pursue.
Relationships can be difficult for you because it is hard to strike a balance that will work effectively. If your partner is one sharing your giving attitudes, the relationship will be happy and lasting. On the other hand, if you choose a partner whose focus is on material issues, problems will arise quickly.

You tend to be quite sensitive, as you see the world with much feeling. The number 9's very deep understanding of life is sometimes manifested in the artistic and literary fields. If drama and acting is not your forte, it will surely be an area of great interest and potential. Likewise, you may be able to express your deep emotional feelings through painting, writing, music, or other art forms.

The purpose of life for those with a 9 life path is often of a philosophical nature. Judges, spiritual leaders, healers and educators frequently have much 9 energy. The number is less inclined to the competitive business environment and may find this a struggle.

As do all the life path numbers, the 9 has its negative side. Because of the demanding nature of the truly positive 9, many tend to fail in this category. It is not uncommon for persons with the 9 life path to fight the realities and challenges of purpose imposed here because selflessness is not an easy trait. You may have difficulty believing that giving and a lack of personal ambition can be satisfying. It must be realized and accepted that little long-term satisfaction and happiness is to be gained by rejecting the natural humanitarian inclinations of this path.

Life Path Compatibility:
You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 3, 6 & 9.
You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 1 & 5.
You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 7 & 11.
You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 4, 8 & 22.

The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2447067.5.
The golden number for 1987 is 12.
The epact number for 1987 is 0.
The year 1987 was not a leap year.
Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 1/29/1987 and ending 2/16/1988.

You were born in the Chinese year of the Rabbit.

Your Native American Zodiac sign is Raven; your plant is Ivy.

You were born in the Egyptian month of Choiach, the fourth month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).

Your date of birth on the Hebrew calendar is 6 Tishri 5748.
Or if you were born after sundown then the date is 7 Tishri 5748.

The Mayan Calendar long count date of your birthday is 12.18.14.7.3 which is12 baktun 18 katun 14 tun 7 uinal 3 kin

The Hijra (Islamic Calendar) date of your birth is Tuesday, 5 Safar 1408 (1408-2-5).

The date of Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 19 April 1987.
The date of Orthodox Easter on your birth year was Sunday, 19 April 1987.The date of Ash Wednesday (the first day of Lent) on your birth year was Wednesday 4 March 1987.
The date of Whitsun (Pentecost Sunday) in the year of your birth was Sunday 7 June 1987.
The date of Whisuntide in the year of your birth was Sunday 14 June 1987.
The date of Rosh Hashanah in the year of your birth was Thursday, 24 September 1987.
The date of Passover in the year of your birth was Tuesday, 14 April 1987.
The date of Mardi Gras on your birth year was Tuesday 3 March 1987.

As of 11/8/2006 11:25:53 PM EST
You are 19 years old.
You are 230 months old.
You are 997 weeks old.
You are 6,980 days old.
You are 167,543 hours old.
You are 10,052,605 minutes old.
You are 603,156,353 seconds old.

Celebrities who share your birthday:
Mackenzie Crook (1971)
Bryant Gumbel (1948)
Lech Walesa (1943)
Madeline Kahn (1942)
Jerry Lee Lewis (1935)
Anita Ekberg (1931)
Stanley Kramer (1913)
Greer Garson (1908)
Gene Autry (1907)
Miguel de Cervantes (1547)

Top songs of 1987
Faith by George Michael
Livin' On a Prayer by Bon Jovi
Alone by Heart
With or Without You by U2
La Bamba by Los Lobos
I Wanna Dance with Somebody by Whitney Houston
Nothing's Gonna Stop Us Now by Starship
I Still Haven't Found What I'm Looking For by U2
Didn't We Almost Have It All by Whitney Houston
I Knew You Were Waiting by Aretha Franklin & George Michael

Your age is the equivalent of a dog that is 2.73189823874755 years old. (Life's just a big chewy bone for you!)

There are 325 days till your next birthday
on which your cake will have 20 candles.

Those 20 candles produce 20 BTUs,or 5,040 calories of heat (that's only 5.0400 food Calories!) .
You can boil 2.29 US ounces of water with that many candles.

In 1987 there were approximately 3.7 million births in the US.
In 1987 the US population was approximately 226,545,805 people, 64.0 persons per square mile.
In 1987 in the US there were 2,421,000 marriages (9.9%) and 1,157,000 divorces (4.8%)
In 1987 in the US there were approximately 1,990,000 deaths (8.8 per 1000)
In the US a new person is born approximately every 8 seconds.In the US one person dies approximately every 12 seconds.

In 1987 the population of Australia was approximately 16,394,641.
In 1987 there were approximately 243,959 births in Australia.In 1987 in Australia there were approximately 114,113 marriages and 39,725 divorces.
In 1987 in Australia there were approximately 117,321 deaths.

Your birthstone is Sapphire

The Mystical properties of Sapphire

Though not meant to replace traditional medical treatment, Sapphire is used for clear thinking.

Some lists consider these stones to be your birthstone. (Birthstone lists come from Jewelers, Tibet, Ayurvedic Indian medicine, and other sources)

Agate, Moonstone, Lapis Lazuli

Your birth tree is

Hazelnut Tree, the Extraordinary

Charming, undemanding, very understanding, knows how to make an impression, active fighter for social cause, popular, moody and capricious lover, honest and tolerant partner, precise sense of judgement. (nicely said... lol...)

There are 46 days till Christmas 2006!
There are 59 days till Orthodox Christmas!

The moon's phase on the day you were born was waxing crescent.

Copyright © 2006 Paul R. Sadowski (http://www.paulsadowski.com)

Its picx blogging time again... hurray~~~ the blogger thingy dun let me upload photo in the morning... so i do it in the night~~ =P

Ytd was cls yr 3 outing with me, wj, qinzhen, oth, him, jas, her, st, they, siong, we, fanghui, them, issac, us and calida @ seoul garden marina sq... wow 16 ppl~~ hahaha... actually onli 9 ppl... alot of peepz nv go ah...

let's start off wif them eating.. haha... me not inside. cuz me siam de camera.. and dun haf st cuz she taking the photo.... wj is really v high... cuz fyp is over soon~~ wuahaaha

Behind every war has an ugly side... this is wad it looks lyk after the war... messy, damaged, casualties and cooked... WORLD PEACE~~

This is L!! trying to save the world....

me and st... another kira and L... haha.. st look stupid la... hahaha... look lyk those fussy baby.. sucking her fingers...

food tech ppl... if u look closer... jas bu shuang look dian dao oth.... wuahahah...

after lunch @ seoul garden.. we went marina sq walk walk... and they played a few rds of bowling.... some picx taken den...

st doing stupid stunt... hahaha... but if u analyse properly to tt picx.. u can see wj at the backgrd of the picx inside action city... da jie u hiding at the pillar tou kan wj rite???

ehh... da jie... is not tt i wan to tou kan u lor.. is i wondering y u pose until so zi shuang...

some grp photos.. lazy to comment abt them....

oth and st... hahaha... one thing i wanna comment.. u see the size of head of oth and st... hahaha... oth head guo ran ming bu xu chuan wor... lol... and i am behind providing beautiful backgrd and entertainment effect... =P

tale of 6 smelly feet..

last picx.. this picx is the nicest picx of me.. y?? cuz nv see my face... lol

Anyway.... todae went kbox wif my sec fren... this is the first time i am so tao zui in someone's singing in kbox lor... my fren singing is damn damn nice... esp when she sing 'xie yi shou ge' by shun zi... looks lyk i've got much to improve... esp now when i'm losing control of my voice liao.. v unstable.. where's the bass line i used to haf in my voice... hmm... nvm.. i shall train back..

after tt went back skool for a while.. and went to vivo wif my another fren tt oso went for the kbox session.. slack.. walk walk... heart to heart... eventually end up at his hse chill la... and the end...

'Every 'life sux' comment lies a story behind.. ' lol...

picx blogging time~~

ok... if u haf seen st's blog or xt jie's blog.. i think u will haf already seen their picx highlight... yes.. the one tt make ppl luff until pengz... the one whereby makes the whole lot of polymerz ppl in R3 feel disgusted... the most exciting trailer.. the battle between the wits.. onli the smartest survive..

ok.. be4 it gets too excited.. i shall post the original picx..
two cool guys.. taking a photo.. it was suppose to be me and jia yi smiling.. saying cheese.. but its juz too gay... hahaha.. so we decided to stay cool... lyk i usually do... wuahaha..

now de highlight.. the movie trailer... done by de bo liao jia yi... DEATH NOTE!! casting - TQZ as light yagami (kira) the bigger version.. Jia Yi as L the retarded version.. wuahaha... and hey tt god of death behind... be careful of tt apple... dun let it hit my head...

Anyway.. happy belated bdae to oth and hwee ying... dunno y got this trend to celebrate bdae in kitchen sia... hahaha.. this is the cake for oth... candies for sam aw... =X presented by me, wj and st.... hwee ying's cake... presented by charles..

i muz say hwee ying's cake taste nicer.. haha... but oth's cake de design nicer... but it still ends up in our stomach.. and its probably being excreted from our body by now... so it doesn't really matter... kekeke..

Bu Neng Dong Nian Dong Yue Dong Ri Si... Dan Neng Dong Nian Dong Yue Dong Ri Sheng.. lol...

Went to k ytd wif st and qili... me not on form... cuz nv start wif zhang zheng yue's song... hahaha.. and omg... DA JIE FA HUA CHI OVER XIAOZHU!!!! wuahahahah... too bad no chance to photo her expression... wuahaha..

Anyway went to chinatown wif st and xt jie after tt... they wan to buy their 'ingredients'.. so i acc them lor... den went to eat tang yuan oso...

and omg... kena caught going hotel 81.. oh no.... kena stalked... hahaah..

coming out... hahaha... me and xt jie... omg... we r innocent...

after tt go seperate ways... keep distance from each other.. i dunno her... haha... well.. this picx not bad huh... showcasing the night chinatown... 2 tourist from korea... one korea shuai ge.. one han guo mei.. and the tour guide behind taking photo.. hahaha.. xt and st.. when i was taking this photo.. there is a gal coming out from the door... see us taking photo faster run out... hahaha... u think we trying to caught u in act meh....

e-learning week is here... and i'm feeling high now... wad's this feeling here when so many assignments and final fyp report is coming for u... Enjoy wad you r doing.. feel the emotion involved... den u r going to be productive.. kekeke.... meanwhile aside of this assignments and reports... HAF FUN!!

TQZ say: 'Its the times of dreadful storms and rainy dayz that reminds u of the summer smile.'

TQZ
# Singapore Polytechnic
# Diploma in Chemical Process Tech - Food Technology
# 29 September 1987
# good_old_dayzz@hotmail.com
# f_fantasy87e@hotmail.com

love&love

loves
# Music.
# Singing.
# Song writing.
# Hanging out with frenz.
# School Life.
# Basketball.

hate&hate

hates
# Memories.
# Blues.
# Lonliness.
# Changes.
# Regretz.

can you hear me?

music to my ears.

LINKS .

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Shu Ting #
Siew Ling #
Tammie #
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Wei Jian #
Xue Ting #
Yen Wei #
Yong Siang #

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