Monday, July 31, 2006
Reminiscing the good o’ days
Yet times of weathered storm haunts
Heart weakened by touch of guilty
Living life grasping for forgiveness
Tears stream flows through distorted memories
Troubled, yet helpless
Another downfall of rain from eyes
Punishing what’s left of me
Life ramble with pouring snow
Heart tremble with bitter woe
Pain as I touch this broken heart
Numb as I cry myself to sleepAs promised by me st and wj... we decided to each write a poem and post it on blog... wj and st had done it left me.. so I have wrote dis poem BY MYSELF.. sorry if it doesn't sound lyk poem.. sorry if my english is too shallow... cuz i dunno anything abt poem... this poem is actually translated from one of de chinese lyrics i've wrote and i'm working on the tune now.. so do enjoy la...
8:10 AM; noMUSIC; noLIFEY
Sunday, July 30, 2006
TQZ RECOMMANDED SONGS OF THE WEEK
David Tao - Zhen Mei Li (陶吉吉 - 太美麗)
David Tao - Wan Bu Liao (陶吉吉 - 忘不了)
Rong Zhu Er - ? han(容祖兒 - 飆汗)
Zhou Chuan Xiong - Shan Tong Wu Sheng (周傳雄 - 傷痛無聲)
Tong En - Beautiful Lie (同恩 - Beautiful Lie)
Sweety - Hai Shi Xi Huan Ni (Sweety - 還是喜歡你)
Pan Wei Bo - Lai Tian (潘瑋柏 - 來電)
Harlem Yu - Jing Jing De (庾澄慶 - 静静的)
Harlem Yu - dui ?(庾澄慶 - 對峙)
Fan Wei Qi - Rang Wo Men Zhi You (范瑋琪 - 讓我們自由)
*? means i dunno how to translate the word..
hmmm...todae stayed at home to rot... watch HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL... a disney movie thru youtube... quite nice... the music is nice... the singing is nice... recommand u all go watch in youtube...
ok.. below is a bdae song i wrote 2 weeks back... it was act a full song wif 2 verse be4 the chorus.. but nvm since at tt time i haven write the lyrcis... decided to forget abt the verses... juz to share the lyrics over here..
在这地方
祝你生日快乐
十九岁的天空是那么辽阔
期待永远幸福
盼望永远快乐
带着梦想和希望
在这夜晚
祝你生日快乐孤单的夜晚却是那么温柔
蜡烛点燃星空
流星划过云朵
may your wishes come true...
happy birthday to you..
6:37 AM; noMUSIC; noLIFEY
Saturday, July 29, 2006
It's finally weekend again... its a well-deserved weekend after struggling pass so many assignments, tests and reports... Few weeks ago and even few days ago... we all r still worrying about the untouch HACCP assignment and FOM franchising ppt... all we need is one day per assignment and we haf nth to worry abt..
had a not bad week.. kinda tied up wif assignment... but still was able to make space for dota and o2jam.. lol... oh yah.. mr ho treated the ppl whom participate in track and field 8 courses on wed... i was in club house.. preparing my skit for fom and was dere when mr ho jio them for free dinner... and there ya go... a free meal from mr ho... for nth!! but i paid the price for being stab by oth... wj and st for the remaining weekdays... thursday went to sakae wif kc st wj and oth for high tea buffet... my one and onli meal for the day... but was good enuff to last till the next morning.. super full sia...
todae.. or rather ytd... went for the junior meet senior session.. whereby we r the junior.. and the alumni is the senior... they tok abt their studies after poly.. this kept me thinking abt where i'm going to go after poly and ns.... nus? overseas? adv dip? but after a short while of tots... i tot tt it doesn't matter anyway... wad is more impt now at this pt of time... shld be the fom test.. noodle report and the sem exam.. whether next time i will be classified as cheap labour or am contributing to the singapore's unemployment rate... will not going to stop mrs ngan from exempting me to hand in the report or colifom exempting me for the test as i instantly get full marks... so be realistic... kekeke... anyway... buffet lunch was provided la for the session... can feel another wave of nutrients following thru my bloodstream entering my adipose tissue and decided to stay dere permenantly... after the session.. me oth jian yang and xt jie... went to clementi to play arcade and pool lor... oh.. i'm so addicted to o2jam type of game sia... but y muz all games come juz be4 exams... temptation le... last sem oso... last last sem oso.. now this sem oso... Y?!
(ok.. those hu r probably not interested in history.. shall skip this whole big big big big paragraph)ok... maybe is the national day coming... makes me suddenly recall some parts of the history of singapore tt we had studied in social studies... ok now think abt it... we always learn how singapore succeed to become wad it is todae.. how singapore haf adopt multi-racial.. peaceful society concept... from wad we noe... singapore's history after independent can be considered quite clean and we (singapore) is always a good guy.. and malaysia.. indonesia is always the bad guy.. at least tt's wad the social studies textbk is trying to convey... IN MY OPINION... ok.. i hope i dun get into trouble qnsing so much abt singapore's backgrd and the propaganda... but haf ya even wondered.. y malaysia is always trying to get us into trouble.. perhaps we may be blinded by wad we noe or wad we shld noe.. if u stay in malaysia.. their textbk will probably shows how mighty malaysia can be and how singapore becomes the bad guy... hu will actually say tt their country is not good.. and hu will act reveal the dark side of their history.. take for example japan... japan has tried to cover their history of WWII to the young generations thru means of not revealing their participation in WWII... but the fact tt they did... 3 yrs 8 mths... is stated clearly probably in the history of singapore... malaysia and so on... ok this part can really get me into trouble: to us.. mr LKY is a heroic character... he help the development of singapore... his contribution to the country is clear and no qns abt it... but to rival countries: mr LKY is pure cunning... perhaps to us... we may not see it clearly... let me gif u an example... the day whereby singapore and malaysia decided to cancel the merger... mr LKY cried in front of everyone... in front of natioanl tv.. in front of every singaporean.. think abt it... he cried maybe its not becuz his sad abt the seperation... its peharps inside the plan... his tears haf probably achieved 3 things... one is to show singaporean tt he cares for the country.. in other words to gain support... two is to show the british tt he is ready to lead singapore... he noes the situation well.. three is to tell the malaysia tt is to singapore's disadvantage to seperate wif them... in other words.. to show tt they r really sad to leave malaysia... well.. goodbye malaysia... singapore shall be independant.. muahaha.. well... it doesn't really matter anyway... singapore is now peaceful and good.. hu cares whether his plan is unorthodox or not... we r now witnessing the success of the bridge tt was build all the way back time.. by mr LKY wif his strategies and tactics... in a battle field... any tactic tt can win a battle wif triumph is a good tactic.. any general tt can win battles is a good generals for the country.. so i muz still respect mr LKY for wad he had contributed... (ok... hope this sentence can help me from nt being arrested.. if i do offended anyone.. kekeke)
anyway... tao zhe juz in time produce a new album... and his new track wan bu liao... another revising of old songs to r&b version... lyk how he did it wif yue liang dai biao shui de xin... ye lai xiang and wang chun feng... shall be juz in time to replace my blog song le... kekeke... wah now is ling chen san dian zhong le..
its getting late.. and i'm getting tired... so goodnite ba... zzz..
10:51 AM; noMUSIC; noLIFEY
Monday, July 24, 2006
TQZ RECOMMANDED SONG OF THE WEEK
F.I.R - Fei Xing Bu Luo (F.I.R. - 飛行部落)S.H.E - Chu Dian (S.H.E - 觸電)OTHER NEW HITS THIS WEEK
Ying Hua Bang - I Wanna Rock (櫻桃幫 - I Wanna Rock)Sweety - Tao Qi Ai Ren (Sweety - 淘氣愛人)Zhou Chuan Xiong - Lin Yao (周傳雄 - 靈藥)Tong En - Xiang Ai (同恩 - 相愛)as expected... didn't get into top 10 in singa mania... but it doesn't matter to me la.. singing is not abt competition... is abt
sharing emotions.. words... joy and beautiful music to anyone hu appreciate it... tt's y i prefer song writing... it is whereby u put all the emotion... the words into the song... singing is abt expressing the emotion in the song.. and bring it to life... well wadeva it is.. i still love to sing... kekekeke...
anyway congratz to Y.A.A.L for getting first in Sports Fiesta organised by SPSU.. though there were some unhappiness in the match...
anyway one verse to quote....
'we all bleed the same way as u do.. we all have the same thing to go through..' -
Hold On, Good Charlotte
One of the songs tt keeps me motivated in wadeva i do or wheneva ... rmb... juz when u think tt u've been judge unfairly... or u may be in a situation tt makes u feel lost, troubled, stress, sad or emo... be strong... no matter how life may seems so unfair... there r oso ppl may be facing the same situation as u do... they bleed the same way as u do... so if they can make it thru the storm... y can't u...
whenever u take a step forward... u r one step closer to wad u desire to get.. haf faith in urself... dun gif up... =)
dunno y i am blogging this... maybe juz an encouragement for ppl as exam is approaching... if ppl can excel in exam under similar stress and time... y can't it be u... y can't it be us.... we r no diff from ppl hu score high marks... we r humans with fresh and warm blood flowing thru our veins.. we shall stay strong...
8:30 AM; noMUSIC; noLIFEY
Friday, July 21, 2006
Singa Mania audition is finally over le... lyk wj said $5 for 2 mins singing in a room wif 5 judges looking... without giving any comments... zzz... i think is cuz i usually sing too much in club tt i in audition lyk not nervous... dunno if i sing well... wanted to sing the bridge part of the song... but calida and wj nv sing.. and they start to clap liao... so i stop lor... there goes my $5... calida was at her standard... wj was oso not bad... zhen ye was super nervous... tt he sing too fast.. but still not bad too..
wooo... next week no test... but need to clear tons of undone assignment.. very short of time... miracles has happen once.... and it shall happen again...
oh yah... and tt miracles cost me steamboat buffet for 2... lol.. i need to be the bad guy now... cuz the person i trust most now is myself...
receive another close to fail test result.... haiz... die le la... dun think can even get 3.0 gpa this sem... sumtimes when u get high marks.... u dun understand y ppl get low marks... its all in the notes.... but now when u get low marks... u dun understand how ppl can score so high for test... now i am so stuck in between.... tt's wad we call... the rise and fall... but as i entangled inside this web... feel lyk i'm probably going down hill... suddenly... i rmb this phrase... which was all along my nick... in my frenster... in the status bar of my blog... juz simply neglected it...
"The situation of my past become the rhymes of tomorrow. Daily my courage is under fire and i remain strong. Don't cry for me. Smile for me. My legacy will live on." - G Unityeah... i'm on fire.... my legacy will live on...
11:39 PM; noMUSIC; noLIFEY
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
haha... my mood is good... music really brings my mood up...
Anyway... todae is DCP day... my final presentation of OITP.. is OVER!!!!! woooooo~~~~~ no more shit abt OITP... NO MORE~~~~~!!! hu cares whether my mind went blank when i was presenting... hu cares if i screw up my final presentation... ITS OVER ITS OVER ITS OVER~~~ now juz pondering whether dr tay wld gif me a B or C+ onli in my log bk.. kekeke... anyway was super full wif the buffet provided.. de chicken drumlets.. really remind me of my NDP days at sec 2... when we haf kfc almost every rehersal... and we get so sick of it...
was in club after tt... exert my voice too much when delibrately singing out of tune superwoman... now my voice abit hoarse... but it will recover by friday... SINGA MANIA... kekeke... den after tt sing some proper songs... old songs... nice songs.. and dreaming abt if i make it to top 10... which is hard la.... LUCK plz be on my side... hope i hit tt first key rite.. and it will be ok... I GUESS...
need to finish.. nono.. is need to start HACCP assignment and study for friday test... and this week will be good.... bb
6:55 AM; noMUSIC; noLIFEY
Monday, July 17, 2006
ahhhhhh... too excited till i forgot.... my...
TQZ RECOMMANDED SONGS OF THE WEEK
Harlem Yu - Jie Bu Diao (庾澄庆 - 戒不掉)
Pan Wei Bo - Xie Xie (潘瑋柏 - 謝謝)
Mi Xue Wei Qi - Ai Neng Bu Neng Gou Bu Bian (蜜雪薇琪 - 愛能不能不變)
Fan Wei Qi - Hei Bai Pei (范瑋琪 - 黑白配)
Li Jiu Zhe - Zhi Qian Ni De Shou (李玖哲 - 只牽你的手)
S.H.E - Ring Ring RingNEW HITS THIS WEEK
Jolin Chai - Guai Guai Pai (蔡依林 - 乖乖牌)
Tanya Chua - Guo Dong Er (蔡健雅 - 過動兒)
Nan Quan Ma Ma - Rock (南拳媽媽 - Rock)
Li Sheng Jie - Guan Yu Ni De Ge (李聖傑 - 關於妳的歌)
Ying Hua Bang - Qing Ai De Wang Zi (櫻桃幫 - 親愛的王子)Full of new song.. last week... enjoy~~
8:38 AM; noMUSIC; noLIFEY
Friday, July 14, 2006
ok.. i survived thru this week... its finally weekend... gonna get my reports and assignments done this weekend.. and ready for exam and fyp...
hmm... getting excited with singa mania... was searching for song to sing... den realise tt audition can acapella.. sing without music.. cool~~ have been trying out different songs with calida to see which song is more suitable.. in the end.. i chose Z Chen's Ling Cheng San Dian Zhong.. between Superwoman and this song... now my blog song... is de song i'm gonna sing in singa mania... lol.. hope can make it to top 10...
todae is a pure singing day... a little bit no voice le.. lol... bb...
8:34 AM; noMUSIC; noLIFEY
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
Congratz to CLS team for obtaining 3rd and 4th in poly 50... suddenly believe in karma... basic principle... wad u gif is wad u get in return.. de cls team has made it to 3rd and 4th is becuz they had sacrifice their time for training... the distance tt they walked had been tough, rough and emotional... yet they make it thru.. i guess wad is more impt now is not the status... not the medal... not the vouchers... yet is the bond tt had built as they share the joy, pain and sweat... when i was helping to distribute water... i felt a hand resting on my shoulder.. it was tat siong hu has juz finish dunno how many laps... his face was covered with sweat.. he was very tired after the run... and was gasping for air.. and i heard him say... i cannot let my team down... he was determined.. he was holding on... i was surprised.. surprise to see how this determination can overcome de physical strain.. and i realise tt all the training and everything tt de peepz had committed all come down to this day... a day whereby the rule of karma stands..
life is at a low pt for me... fyp doesn't seems good... results are v bad... bball sux.. mood was really run by anger... felt very useless... felt so unmotivated... but i realise music haf really calm me down alot... listening to music brings my mood.. singing a sort of relieving... song write makes me forget abt my anger.. so after long tots... decided to join singa mania.. for at least i believe tt this is sumting tt i possess which is presentable to peepz.. though i believe the comp will still get me to nowhere oso.. my voice probably not gonna make it to top 10... oh btw.. singa mania is a singing competition and each club muz send at least 3 representative... me, wj and calida for cls club...
ok la.. i go off le.. zzz liao... bb
8:17 AM; noMUSIC; noLIFEY
Sunday, July 09, 2006
TQZ RECOMMANDED SONGS OF THE WEEK
Nan Quan Ma Ma - Qiao Qiao Gao Shu Ta (南拳媽媽 - 悄悄告訴)NEW HITS THIS WEEK
Pan Wei Bo - Zhao Mi (潘瑋柏 - 著迷)He Yao Shan - Ni De Jian Pang (何耀珊 - 你的肩膀)Zhang Xuan - Bao Bei (張懸 - 寶貝)Rong Zhu Er - Ai Qing Fu Yu (容祖兒 - 愛情復興)
8:39 AM; noMUSIC; noLIFEY
Sunday, July 02, 2006
TQZ RECOMMANDED SONGS OF THE WEEK
Tong En - Bu Zun Ku (同恩 - 不准哭)Zhou Chuan Xiong - Zui Hou Ma Hu (周傳雄 - 最後慢舞)Mi Xue Wei Qi - Yi Qian Ling Yi Ye (蜜雪薇琪 - 一千零一夜)NEW HITS THIS WEEK
Sweety - Ying Hua Zao (Sweety -
櫻花草)
woooo... FRANCE WON BRAZIL!! 1 - 0... france's defence is great... and they haf successfully extinguish the offence power of brazil... hmm.. dunno y after the england vs portugal match.. many detest C.ronaldo... cuz he's a faker?? ah yah.. tt's part of the game ma... wad i dun lyk abt is he very solo.. i think his teammate told him abt it.. and he played lyk gu niang after tt... i mean he got the speed... got the technique.. the onli thing he needs to achieve is to noe where his teammates r... many of the possession if ronaldo did look ard and pass to his teammate for a shot... portugal can most probably avoided the penelty le... well... portugal still win england in penelty.. so i guess it doesn't matter to them.. juz dun wanna gif england false hope ma... hahaha...
todae slack at home all day... pick up a vcd to watch.. Scary Movie 1.. lame and stupid show.. ending is pure stupid oso.... wanted to find american pie.. but cldn't find..
dunno wad to blog liao... bb..
6:14 AM; noMUSIC; noLIFEY
Saturday, July 01, 2006
ok.... 2nd post of the nite... ok.. juz one thing... plz do turn on ya speaker loud... when u come to my blog.. i got nice nice music for ya... kekeke.. the song is abt frenship... aww.. so sweet rite... dedicated juz 4 ya guys hu is my fren... cOol MaN~~~~ I LOVE U~~~ enjoy.. bb...
11:59 AM; noMUSIC; noLIFEY
Juz finishing watching england vs portugal... hmm... emotional match for england.. they lost 3 - 1 thru penelty.. beckham injured... rooney send off.. and they haf nv win penelty in any WC matches.. same goes for juz now... england fans muz be super heartbroken since they r the most aggressive ones... nice match whereby both teams cancel out each other.. i think if wanna blame... juz blame it on the goal keeper ba.... robinson... he looks so stupid... can onli tyco save one ball..
now waiting for the next match.. Brazil vs France.. while waiting.. decided to blog... sian sia... ytd got back ng tong huat's paper... i think besides kc... i was the lowest in class wif 21/50... yah... first time i fail test in poly.. and I DID STUDY... which many think tt its probably i did not study tt's y.. wadeva the case... its onli 5% nia... i stilll can get 2.1%... but from this incident.. it really hit me hard.... asking me to wake up le... i needa get into U... and dis is not the case for now... haf been wandering ard in circles... dreaming... shifting all my blames to tiredness... now i kinda sorted out my tots... seems lyk some light shine thru my foggy mind... break away from my blinded tots.. its probably time to get to business... but i'm still lacking of sumthing... lacking of the motivaton.. lacking of the ability...
anyway.. todae went to New York Skin Solution to do some facial.. cuz got promotion la.. den kena forced to go... the person is hinting me tt my face is hopeless le.. and keep psycho me to go take up the package... if not my face will corrode and it will shatter into pieces... when the person say 'u scare of pain' or 'u scare of cold'.... dun doubt wad it is gonna be lyk.. cuz when they say tt... its gonna be real painful.. and real cold... even a person lyk me wif thick insulating layer oso feel the torment... well... now i'm prepare to face a series of pimple bloom le.. watch and see..
ok.. finish blogging le... bb
11:08 AM; noMUSIC; noLIFEY
