You know the problem with ns men is that they have nth to say other than ns stuff.. wad they do in camp.. how shag de training.. sometimes when ns men engage in a conversation.. others who are not part of them are often neglected.. perhaps we need to be more civilian-ized if u get wad i mean.. 5/7 of the time we are in ns... we need to get a life in the rest of 2/7 of our time...
but then again, i still fail to stop myself in blogging ns stuff.. after all 5/7 of my time is still in dere.. well, the good thing is that this time not abt de activities but abt some reflections.. hmmm.. where do i start.. tekong is just like a haven.. where refugees stay.. definitely not becuz of war.. but away from problems, away from past, away from this hectic world.. perhaps i had went into bmtc with some wt in my heart unknowingly.. but it gets lighten up as time goes by.. feel so much like a free man with no burden attached... those past memories that were in my mind as its name implies... past... future is still as unclear as be4... but now... contented..
had been hearing my platoon mates' past stories about themself, their love story, their regrets and all that... and i had shared mine... came to realise that i'm a listener and i realli like to listen stories of ppl's life all ard me... everybody had a stage of life where they feel it had been their most important or had a deep impression.. with much reflections and tots involved and where every tots affect every cause and every effects... a story is evolved.. a story which belongs to oneself...
went to play bball with my army mates again in de morning... v tiring... whole body aching.. here pain there pain.. but shiok... first time play guard position... v fun.. haha.. after tt went to watch 881 at TB GV... v nice.... v touching story.. involving ge tai... a hokkien musical in fact.. watch until almost want to cry... but heng nv.. wuahaha... tt show oso quite funny la...
ok... i have a question to ask now... be4 i bk in...
imagine.. there is a bunch of kids on the train track playing near de conjunction and of cuz the track are divided into 2 lanes.... one that is being used by trains.. the other is a nv-use-already track.. all of them decided to play on the active track despite knowing the dangers.. however there is one boy who decided to play on de unwanted track knowing that the other track is active.. now... imagine.. think hard... u are a train driver... u r driving de train... suddenly u see this scenario... u cannot brake de train on time... you can onli choose one lane... which lane will u choose... the nv-use-already track and sacrifice de boy who wasn't at fault... or sacrifice lots of life by choosing de lane you should go?ok.. late le late le... bk in bk in bk in~~~~~~~~~~~
