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Tuesday, October 31, 2006

I'm in the boring stage of life now... where i feel bored easily.. all those stoning exercise for 19 yrs didn't work for me... i still get bored... nowadays nth much to blog abt... bz skool life... well... at least e-learning week is sumthing to look forward to..

Cleared my struggles inside myself... tots and emotions when mix tgt.. it makes u unable to think well... tt's when u lose control and u start to break down... well.. i'm still having my senses here... haha..

TQZ say: 'Learn to push the blame and smile for yourself.. Learn to take the blame and smile in others.'

Now wad is left in this deserted battleground is perhaps juz emptiness...

hmm... here's sum picx for sis bdae last week...

The bdae gal.. with the bdae cake... making a wish~~Her grp of frenz who make her bdae memorable to her...

In kbox~~

The 2 gals happily singing Mama Mia

Me and Birthday gal

~~ Wo heng chou.. ke shi wo heng wen rou.. lalalala....

This is in Secret Garden... very romantic place... haha

the galz

me and sis again..finally... a shot wif pingz...

The foodzOne pathetic size COD.. Oxtail... with added bones and reduced meat...grilled salmon with foccacia as sandwich... One of the 2 deserts we ate... Triple chocolate cake... the other one was blueberry cheese cake...

haha... the food dere realli not bad... i'm juz complaining abt the serving size..

After the dinner.. juz outside the restaurant.. me and sis...

Pingz and me~

Pinggy and Ling ling...

well.. tt's it...

TQZ say:'Friends are people who just happened to walk the same path of life with you... but as they share and accompany us through this road.. this journey is unknowingly accelerated as we are another step closer to the end of the road... not the death but the meaning of life.'

Thanks to those who has been here with and for me...

12:51 AM; noMUSIC; noLIFEY

Monday, October 16, 2006

While i was writing report fo fyp... the word 'fyp' suddenly came to my mind... 'final year project'... to further scope... FINAL YEAR.. yah.. its the final year of our poly life... in fact the final sem.. 2 yrs seems lyk a breeze... and we are coming to a point whereby we are graduating soon and from then on sum will continue their studies at a new institution.. most guys including me will go to ns.. while sum who dun haf a chance for further studies will face the outside world very soon... wadeva it is... we will be walking seperate ways.. no matter how rough the road is gonna be for each and everyone of us... we all haf common memories tt keep us driving... i am one who haf a very faint memories abt my past.. my sec skool life... primary skool life... cause i dun lyk memories... it feels lyk a burden to me... its not tt i can forget abt my past... is juz tt i put those memories in the darkest corner of my mind.. so tt i can choose not to recall abt them... but now i refuse to forget anything abt my poly life.. it wld be nice if i can make time stop at this moment where i enjoy every part of my poly... no matter how hard we try to stop time... it juz simply slip thru our hands at the rate of 1 totz/sec... 1 chapter/day.. 1 memory/moment... 1 regretz/lifetime... while it is sad to see tt life cannot be reverse.. we shld feel oso feel happy tt life dun haf to be reverse.. meanwhile... we muz enlighten ourself tt we shld not focus our final year of our poly life in doing new stunts.... but to cherish ppl and everything tt is sharing the same route of life wif ya right till the very end where the split road begins...

Memories.. 3 patheic souls... xiang yi wei ming...

"Holding on we got to try... holding on till nv say goodbye~~" - Never Say Goodbye by Bon Jovi

6:03 AM; noMUSIC; noLIFEY

Monday, October 02, 2006

Happy 19th Birthday to Wei Jian.... hope you do stun real soon...

dun feel lyk blogging abt the camp la... u wan to noe more u go see bdae boy's blog..

anyway i wan to thnx those peepz out dere hu make my bdae feel lyk a bdae...

jas, wj and st - thnx for the lame toy... i lyk it sia... haven play wif it at hm... lol... maybe if i were jia yi... the toy will probz be examined and experimented million of times le... u guys haf been great and my poly life will not be fun without u guys.. tinking back thru few days... few weeks and even few mths... tinking abt wad skool life is all abt.... ya guys de image will automatically be displayed... even though my back getting more ache.... and i'm getting more blue black than be4... its fun to haf ya guys stabbing tgt... forming haccp team tgt... luff tgt.. and lame tgt.. wj... ya r pure walking joke... u juz haf to show face to make ppl luff... do more stuns after fyp wor... st.. muz be strong ok?? even though u may be violent at times... nono.. most of the time.. ya r still a emo person... wad is already happen let it past.. cuz onli good memories will be left.. hope we cld be part of wad's left... jas... haha... dunno wad to say... haha.. juz rock on ba... haha.. ps nv buy any gifts for ya in korea... maybe when i go japan den say ba... haha..

ling sis - thnx for the cake... the celebration and the card (hmm... looks lyk i've got another thing tt will keep me thinking of ya =P) and the jersy u gave me even though the jersy was a tight-fit.. and i really mean tight... haha.. but nvm la... treat it as a souvenior or maybe wait till i slim down ba... we still haf our 24 yr old promise wor.. i really appreciate all the tots and the sincerity... =) the uk trip has been my darkest moment yet it contains one of my happiest dayz in life.... looks lyk God didn't forsake me... cuz he put u dere to acc me thruout the trip.. I'm being too lucky to haf a sis lyk ya...

pingz - thnx for da advance prezzie and da real beautiful cd case.. it muz haf take u quite a while to make the cd case ba.. thnx for forking out ya precious time for me regardless of making the card, baking the cake or helping me celebrate my bdae... ya haf been more than a fren... wad's tt word again?? oh yah... its confider if i'm not wrong.. or probably sumthing more... at least to me.. thnx for not finding me irritating everytime i chat wif ya online... unknowingly.. ya words haf greatly inspired me... ya make me feel optimistic abt things... ya make me feel tt my lousy sem exam result is worth celebrating.... ya make me feel motivated whenever i was abt to gif up... ya rox my life... ya got my biggest thnx....

yr 1 ex-class peepz including jx, xl, fiona, eugene and more - thnx for the MLB cap.. lyk it v v v v much... hahaha... and i noe u guys r paying $1 more for my prezzie... haha... thnx le... its amazing to see tt the bond is still dere... we still communicate wif each other.. yr 1 was the lamest yr i had... and everyday was feel wif laughter.. and i muz really thnx ya guys for making this possible.. nv regret being the class rep of 1B/23.. keep stepping guyz..

xt & calida - thnx for wishing me happy bdae on frenster... ya shall be mentioned too... yo jie.. even though we r from the same group during fo camp (MOGOs).. we may be the GLs for the same grp (Sunburn).... but it is onli yr 3 i get to noe ya betta.. its always nice to see ya lyk everyday in cheerful state... did i ever tell u tt i admire how u could breeze past unhappiness and low-ness so easily?? ermm... calida... idol sia... strong voice... i really enjoyed singing duet wif ya... y ya haven join superstar??? well... cya ard...

6:49 AM; noMUSIC; noLIFEY