first week of the term.. very xiong sia.. presentation, reports, datasheet, assignment date lines and tests... is a torture mentally.. summore to a person who has probably lose himself le... defeated by tiredness...
cannot really rmb was i did on monday... i think it was bball... my head is very heavy now and i cldn't bother to think much.. tuesday.. i rmb got test... but oso dun rmb whose test is it le... i think me, wj, st and kc went zam zam after tt... i think so.. its really a hard time for me to recall.. oh yah... be4 tt i wj and oth went to library to finish up the ngan assignment... stupid assignment... was super last min.... but in the end ngan wans the whole class to redo... sian.. tt means i haf to feel the stress again... after much hard work and stress i've experience... stupid... pure stupid.. sorry... suddenly cannot think of more aggressive words to replace stupid... but it was really stupid.. the assignment, the time spent and the ppl doing it... including me... stupid.. hmm... as i slowly recall... things starts getting clearer... hmm... after zam zam went home to do de reports and presentation slides for oitp again.. sis was sick... so i include her part to present into mine... after tt watch world cup till 5... doing reports in the intervals.. slept for 2 hrs.. FRANCE WON!!!!!
wed.. oitp presentation.. sis was sick... wu hao got a 'million dollar deal' to handle... so left wif me and cecilia presenting... i muz say i haf fun thruout the presentation.. its nht lyk the press meeting de presentation.. lecturers, yr 2 students hear me tok cock... joke ard.. as i try not to make it so boring... at least betta than other grps... tok abt chim chim stuff... which i oso dun understand... we tok more abt leisure... after tt study fom test... spend quite some time figure how to do the tutorial wif grace... and juz read thru the lecture notes... was pretty stress.. and was super tired.. after feeling stressful for the whole morning be4 de presentation and the not enuff sleep cuz of WC... i repeat myself... FRANCE WON!!!! kekeke... anyway i got another pathetic 4+ hrs of sleep becuz of studying de FOM test..
todae was the test... totally flunk it.. noe how to do the qns de... all de eqns... but juz cldn't get the answer rite.. had been looking at those qns de day be4 de.. dunno y... muz be i too tired... i'm losing myself le.. my senses r not clear... slept thruout the lessons after tt... as i was super tired... but i realise one thing.... tiredness can really affect me greatly... i am unable to think clearly... my head is heavy... i get irritated easily and most imptly... i get super hot-tempered... was pretty pissed off by the smallest thing tt happen to me.. but i kept it to myself... esp when the stupid food court 1 aunty make 4 bowls of noodles for 4 person in front of me.... wait until so long lor.... she taking her very own sweet time.. and her asst oso dunno how to help one le... i oso got pissed off by alot of things... but i juz dun wanna say out here la..
stupid 1st week of term... if the academic calender didn't shift... we cld be juz at the start of yr 3... haiz... i need something to motivate me to move on.. to get back my form... to get back my 3.5 gpa... but juz dun haf the strength to search for it.. and yah... i really wanna go to zoo... shall find one free day to go... wif frens or by myself.. nobody's gonna stop me..
enuff of blogging le... bb
