Robbie Williams - FeelCome on hold my hand,
I wanna contact the living.
Not sure I understand,
This role I’ve been given.
I sit and talk to god
And he just laughs at my plans,
My head speaks a language,
I don’t understand.
I just wanna feel real love,
Feel the home that I live in.
’cause I got too much life,
Running through my veins,
going to waste.
I don’t wanna die,
But I ain’t keen on living either.
Before I fall in love,
I’m preparing to leave her.
I scare myself to death,
That’s why I keep on running.
Before I’ve arrived,
I can see myself coming.
I just wanna feel real love,
Feel the home that I live in.
’cause I got too much life,
Running through my veins,
going to waste.
And I need to feel, real love
And a life ever after.
I cannot get enough.
This is an old song... but juz can't get enuff of the lyrics.. the verse sounds so hopeless... feel so much lyk a loser... but de chorus tell something tt seems so simple but could mean everything... at least to me... not tt i am despo for love or wad... but wad i mean is tt i need to feel... feel the love ard me.. feel the relationship trapped within this world.. and oso to feel the ppl ard me.. not physically... juz in case ppl start to think dirty.. even though i may try to funny or lame.. tok cock.. irritating.. but i think i'm a rather introvert.. at least i dun really share the tots tt is within me.. i hardly share wif ppl abt de problems and emotion in me... and i do keep a small distance with ppl ard me.. in terms of how i appear to be 'i dun gif a damn... u got a problem.. u betta dun find me..' hu really noes the emptiness i feel inside.. yeah.. indeed i may have 'too much life, running through my veins, going to waste.' and i guess i really need to 'feel' the ppl ard me... at least to make ppl feel tt i appreciate them... though ppl probably dun gif a damn.. i rmb thurs when wj.. jing en and wei chong was toking abt... everytime they get high.. den after tt they will feel low.. low is a feeling we cannot avoid.. esp after when u haf a moment of highness... low will follow up.. i juz dun understand y... i can onli catch a glimpse of highness... and it gets all low after tt... i feel so much lyk the person in this song lyrics... so much lyk a loser.. haha.. dunno y i am blogging... felt very empty... and tots juz came rushing to my brain.. probably got transported thru the vessels from my heart..
anyway todae went to kbox @ paradiz centre wif wj, ch, seok ping and sis... ok la... nth much... juz see how ch sing... wif super hell lot of expression... den went to eat dou hua at selegie rd.. den went to play pool wif ch... got back some form.. den after tt took a wrong bus home.. heng... i alight at little india and took mrt home... no big deal actually..
nth liao... bye...
